It flashes bright, then fades away. It can’t protect. It only destroys.
Now we live on, to greet a new dawn.
The brand of a l’Cie. The symbol of the Focus we all faced. The mark of the fate we all shared. Proof of the promise we all made.
I still follow. I haven’t forgot you exist.
Oh, I definitely know that :) Thank you ^_^
I’ve had terrible luck with happy endings. My heart hurts. I’m tired and I’m perpetually frustrated. I’ve had to deal with 3 years of unrelenting mental and emotional torment and heart break. Girls’ Generation was my last surviving hope for happiness and love and barely a year later it all shatters. 90% of my dash is SNSD because I needed to escape from my pain, but now pain has caught up to me and I can’t do anything about it. My heart breaks for Jessica, the members and all of the other Sones. I give 110% of my everything to the things I love. I gave everything to Lightning only to have my heart and soul irreparably shattered. I put whatever I had left into SNSD hoping it would help me heal. I gave them my laugh and my smile, but it seems as though that might break along with them. I love giving everything I have into the things I love, but what else do I love. What else can I love? I’m afraid to put my heart into anything else, but I’m afraid to live with nothing to live for too. I don’t know what else to do except rely on myself from now on to give me what I need to heal and move on and hopefully find love and happiness again. I don’t know if I can do that though :( I need help…..
Jessica will always be SNSD to me.
And I stand for OT9 no matter what happens.
Well today is sad. I’m going to lay down and cry for the rest of my life :l
Jessica no ;_;